Lately I've gotten to talk to all of my closest friends. And although we are going through the same things one thing that we are going through that is very different from each other is Love. We are experiencing it but at different levels.
I think I can speak for every girl out in this world that the "one" thing we long for most is finding "prince charming". And we want him to appear right now on his white horse and to sweep us off our feet.
I currently don't have a love story. But in reality I do and I just got hit in the face by it. My love story with God is starting and growing. Yes I do already have a relationship with God but I don't think I've really thought about "our love story". God wants us to long for him. We should love him so much that he should be the only one that we want to love. Sometimes I think he wants us to hit rock bottom with a boy to realize that His love is the best and most important.
God is preparing our hearts for the one we are going to spend the rest of our lives with. I believe he puts the wrong ones in our lives to show us we will have better. But first seek Him and he will provide you with your hearts desire "if you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer."-Matthew 21:22
I can honestly say that I've been looking for love. And maybe did things to try and make things work when I shouldn't have tried to fix it. Because its not up to me on how things come to me. It's the way Gods Will is made for me. It took me awhile to realize this. Although it was nothing serious. I've had my heart crushed recently and it took all of that to realize that my faith does not need to be wrapped around something I want rather wrapped around what God wants for me.
Although it didn't feel good that my heart was aching the reinsurance of my faith in God is what keeps me going. There is a reason why that "someone" isn't in my life yet. God is preparing both of us to be right for each other. And while I wait for that exact moment when that person walks in to my life, I will pour all my Love in to the Lord and do what he wants me to do with it. I've never not loved God but this Love is different. It's letting God know that I am trusting him to write my love story for me. I'm excited to see who he has planned for me.
I'm at the point in my life where I am going to stop looking for Love and let God put it in my life when he knows my heart is ready and his heart is ready.
It's going to be hard but I'm ready to give it my all.
"Above all else, guard your heart. for everything you do flows from it."-Proverbs 4:23
Love,
Briana
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